I was sent home from what I thought was a fairly routine screening procedure with 5 colored pictures...high resolution no less. After being sedated with "Milk Of Amnesia"...I supposedly woke up and spoke with the Doctor or nurse. I agreed to be in his office at 8:30 on Wednesday morning to swallow a camera pill. Oh boy! Why? What are we looking for here? Are these pictures I'm holding photo shop? What am I suppose to do with them?
And it starts...the Google Search. Trying to figure out what in the world they are looking for...and what is this thing in these pictures that looks like an ulcer?
So what if this is it? The bullet of The Big C? Have I dodged it long enough? It's a family thing you know...seems to be anyway.
If it's my turn...how will I react? I would hope to be one of those strong activist types...determined to fight and win my battle and the battle for all who suffer. But what if I fall coward to the fear of the unknown?
So for now, since I know absolutely nothing more than I did before my research...I think it's best to enjoy the day...have a blast with the people in my world...be thankful for the life within me and the love that surrounds me...even from a distance.
We never know. I don't think we have expiration dates. Either you believe that life is pre-destined...or you believe that we choose our fate. I could walk outside and have a tree fall or my head. The sky could fall...I may get hit by a Mac Truck...but either way, we are all going to be alive until we die...or that's what the odds say anyway.
Today...I'm still here...the sun is shining...and it's time to go outside and play...
http://youtu.be/eq7DGPYzAvg
I love that attitude Sis, you are going to be great!
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